So I literally spent the entire summer in dresses. Skater dresses, Maxi dresses, Sun dresses. Workdays were spent in dresses and casual Fridays where jeans should be worn… dresses.
I am “not a dress person.” A former coworker who has now left my job said having my gallbladder removed was probably the best thing that could have happened to my fashion sense. … WOW. I guess maybe it was supposed to be a confidence booster about my dresses. I have been trying not to criticize myself too harshly, especially as my wardrobe now contains an obscene number of dresses.
For those keeping track my galbladder surgery was back in… April. I had not been able to wear pants for the longest time due to the incision in my belly button. It would not heal. The dissolvable stitches they used were not being disolved by my body. They were also poking out through the incision causing further irritation and scarring.
About two weeks ago I tried jeans again for the full day. It was uncomfortable, but manageable. I have missed my “normal” clothes. They are an expression of me… and while the dresses are an expression they don’t have the same way of expressing things as my unicorn, superhero, or coffee shirts do.
So I have now morn my jeans a few times, like maybe three… they are not as comfy as they once were… but they still fit! Which is something I was concerned about due to the possible weight gain or body shift having nothing forn fitting being worn in months!
Fall is here, which means it will be time to modify my wardrobe… adding leggings under my dresses, but I will likely continue my dresses into fall and winter since pants are still leave me counting down the time to get them off at the end of the day.
I am happy as a clam to be finally feeling like I am almost back to normal where I can get back to a starting point to regaining my stamina. I can’t even begin to explain how difficult it has been to wrap my head around how kind i need to be to my body to allow it to recover on its own terms.
Kindness to ones own self is possibly one of the most dificult things I have had to learn.